Olga Malyshenko, Kyiv
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 6, 2022 at 08:26]
Toshik
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 6, 2022 at 08:26]
I’m crying, can’t calm down
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 6, 2022 at 08:26]
Please, take care of yourself.
I try to avoid thinking about what’s going on, it’s something out of my life
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 6, 2022 at 08:26]
I haven’t slept almost the whole night((
It hurts. I didn’t want to leave you there. It really hurts.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 6, 2022 at 11:16]
Toshik
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 6, 2022 at 11:16]
Please, respond
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 6, 2022 at 12:55]
Lisa and Kira asked yesterday if I’d seen you cry. And they were quite surprised when I said that I did. They said “wow, but he’s so happy all the time”
Please, don’t lose this.
Hugging you so tight.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 6, 2022 at 14:06]
I’m in Rivne, waiting on the bus to Frankivsk.
I love you!
Be careful, keep your head cool!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 6, 2022 at 14:16]
Want to hear your voice
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 7, 2022 at 00:24]
Anton
I’m in bed with Kris, they washed me and gave me the tea.
I’m kindly asking you to leave when there will be the first (safe) possibility
I’m waiting for the call at least
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 7, 2022 at 09:38]
Good morning!
I ate the boiled egg)
Now I’ll be calling to Makariv state administration to check what’s going on with the connection around Plakhtyanka because it drives me insane.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 7, 2022 at 19:22]
Check it out
I just ate pizza!
Trying to understand how I could get you out from there, but there’s a huge problem because of the absence of a telephone signal in the whole area. I’m hugging you tightly. Kissing you.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 7, 2022 at 20:35]
Toshik, I'm so nervous I feel nauseous. Please, be vigilant.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 9, 2022 at 23:44]
I’m ready to wait on you as long as needed, only for you to be safe.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 11, 2022 at 22:52]
Toshik! We had a soy patties culinary battle between me and Max! The jury of 5 people was tasting)
I won! Dedicate this trophy to you! Make yourself smile =*
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 14, 2022 at 10:57]
Toshik, I really want to hug you, make something casual together, drink coffee at italian’s, take a shower together, walk to the workshop, read to you. Hug you and never let you go!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 14, 2022 at 14:04]
Bunny! Please! Let me hug you
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 15, 2022 at 11:41]
It’s such a warm day today. I hope the ray of light will bring my kiss to you!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 15, 2022 at 21:15]
Toshik! Fuck!
How long will this last ;(
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 15, 2022 at 21:15]
🌱
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 15, 2022 at 21:28]
I know you have some much light inside so you won’t expire your strength to live through this hell. Tosh. Every minute I’m close to you!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 16, 2022 at 11:14]
Good morning, Toshik! I know there's a curfew all over the Kyivska region today. I’ll be waiting for your voice tomorrow! 💔
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 17, 2022 at 19:41]
You hadn't called me today( I’m so anxious. I want this to end up, please (
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 18, 2022 at 14:46]
Took a tranquillizer yesterday, I was so anxious it made me throw up. But still sure it’s all going to be alright, and I’ll hug you soon!
Today, probably because of this pill, I’m eating pretty much everything.
Your mom said she took Kira to meet some friend of hers, in Budapest or something.
She started to attend language courses in the Netherlands and got in touch with local psychologists.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 18, 2022 at 22:31]
I want to touch you, your body and your warmth, and want to hear your voice so much. Your bright ideas! Toshik! Give me such a gift.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 18, 2022 at 22:41]
Bunny! I’m so overwhelmed with this dreadful feeling, I really want to have you next to me! And you feel safe and peacefully there! Please!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 18, 2022 at 22:41]
Show your smile to me!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 18, 2022 at 23:03]
Lay down on me)
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 19, 2022 at 12:27]
There’s Spatifilum in the apartment, I’m watering it as a baby)
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 19, 2022 at 15:18]
Okay! I command you to be next to me on my birthday!)
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 19, 2022 at 23:47]
Tosh, here above the bed there is a painting of a rose, I’m looking at it before going to bed and wishing you sweet dreams. I’m so much waiting for you to respond to me in this chat with “I’m coming soon” Tosh, I love you!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 20, 2022 at 10:57]
Good morning! Soon we’ll be hugging!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 20, 2022 at 13:25]
Take a look! It’s you and I’m projecting the light on you)
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 20, 2022 at 16:09]
It’s getting harder to be away from you, it’s hard to make any decisions. I've been trying to get you out of there for two weeks already, and it’s no luck. It’s so hard to keep the faith in my own strength. It’s so hard to trust anybody who’s more or less ready to help. Sometimes there are some glimmers of hope and there’s somebody who wants to drive you out of there, but then all of them step back.
Fuck ;(
Hugging you! I really want to be next to you. Without you there’s no me at all(
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 20, 2022 at 16:11]
Back then I had no clue about dreaming or wishing, and I know I finally can)
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 20, 2022 at 20:37]
It’s the spring solstice today! I made a wish) wrote it on the paper! I’m so much waiting for you to be here.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 20, 2022 at 23:05]
Toshik, it hurts so much(
What’s the reason? (
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 20, 2022 at 23:09]
I’m sorry I left you(
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 21, 2022 at 11:57]
It’s getting extremely hard at night time, now it's a warm sunny morning, the birds are singing and there’s a sense that nothing happens. I miss you badly!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 21, 2022 at 11:57]
Hugging you tight
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 21, 2022 at 19:47]
I was so happy to hear you, the day became alive
We helped Sofia in the store today, and made a huge profit) I want to drink wine with you! To chat with you finally! I’m so missing this. It’s hard to understand how you’re coping with a lack of communication. I hope you’re only getting stronger!
Love you!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 21, 2022 at 19:50]
I really believe soon we’ll be together, in relative safety.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 22, 2022 at 00:03]
Please, bunny!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 22, 2022 at 00:12]
Want to hug you, have breakfast together, sit on the bathroom step, wash you up and pass the towel, meet you at the workshop, but I don’t want to stay in this painful waiting anymore(
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 22, 2022 at 09:33]
Maryam Keyhani sells the paintings and donates part of the profit to mothers of Ukraine) Tosh, please, hurry up! I want to have you here, I want you to smile, I want you to sleep next to me in the quiet.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 22, 2022 at 13:17]
Toshik, it’s so warm today, I’m asking you to be very careful, more than ever! I believe in your light and your perfect negotiation skills!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 22, 2022 at 20:32]
I’m so worried about you. I dream of this day being close to you, I’m imagining us walking together, starting in silence and then going chatting. Damn, I want you to be safe so much…
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 22, 2022 at 20:46]
Tomorrow I’ll go and buy your favourite thingies) to try cheering you up
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 22, 2022 at 22:39]
I just calculated that I fell in love with you exactly two years ago! 🌱💔
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 23, 2022 at 17:51]
I don’t know what to tell you( Mom is so worried about you. Every day I get a bit of hope on getting you out of there, and then it bursts when they understand where exactly you are. Once I even succeeded by calling the cab to you) Tosh! Hugging you tightly, hurting so much(
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 23, 2022 at 18:38]
Just now small kids rushed their bikes nearby and said “what a drift!” Smile at me! Please.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 23, 2022 at 23:43]
Want to touch you badly!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 24, 2022 at 11:05]
Good morning( No idea how I missed your call( so resentful, but I’m happy you talked with Denchik! Yesterday I was messaging with Guevskaya, and she said a small dude is already pushing from inside) hugging you tightly!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 24, 2022 at 12:56]
It’s for you! For never losing me.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 24, 2022 at 19:19]
Let’s never do like this again! No need to make any rough hasty moves, let’s be together forever, alright?
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 24, 2022 at 19:36]
We managed to get the bottle of wine for your arrival, the real one) so pack your stuff and leave this damn village!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 24, 2022 at 20:37]
This meme is for you
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 24, 2022 at 22:36]
Bunny! Sweet dreams) trying to cheer up your mom, she’s so tired( I'm looking for a place for them to stay, but it’s really hard, obviously) I need you here badly! can’t keep track of news, it’s not possible to define trustworthy information. It’s either outdated or contradicting.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 25, 2022 at 12:35]
Wanna put this day on pause, so I could face tomorrow only by your side
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 25, 2022 at 17:53]
Noah posted no war cap.
With the pretty weak and abstract message, but I was waiting) they made a “no war” cap
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 25, 2022 at 20:59]
Tosh, mom just messaged they got relocated to some very beautiful place. Such a relief for me, because she was so far away from good condition these days. The next good news needs to be you’re on the way to me)
Terrible day( without you and full of anxiety and worries about you! I know that you’re so strong and you’ll get over any trouble
I’m so worried, especially today ;(
Neil Young-Such a Woman
From Dreamin' Man Live '92
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 25, 2022 at 21:08]
Let’s make another birthday party for me this year?)
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 12:01]
https://youtu.be/NiGG9G8pmQg
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 12:01]
Unbearable
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 12:50]
So surreal, I can’t understand what’s going on, and I don't know what to do( there’s any possible tool to bring us together as soon as possible. I’m totally lost and apathetic( I was so happy to hear your voice. And I have faith in you, in your inner light.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 12:58]
I just want to have a normal talk with you, this is what I’m missing a lot. Your clear vision of the essence, and understanding. I really want you to be safe.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 13:27]
I can’t even cry anymore, I’m just whole shaking(
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 13:31]
Want to close my eyes and disappear, as if it’s all just a dream(
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 15:17]
Will you allow me to wash you? I want to take care of you! Hug, preserve and love you!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 16:14]
On my way outside with my earphones to listen to a present!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 16:20]
It’s the first time I’m listening to music since 24.02
It’s so beautiful, thank you! But so painful at the same time.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 16:30]
Every day I’m so happy that it’s coming to an end. And I have the less to wait(
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 22:35]
It’s weird to be vocal about it, but I'd like to share my feelings. Thinking about having kids with you. 🤭
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 22:38]
Also was thinking about me smelling like some stranger’s house (not ours), therefore you won’t acknowledge me(
Tomorrow I’ll go buy washing liquid as we have at home! Waiting on you desperately
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 22:51]
This is a leftover of my birthday cake, a pile of nuts, actually)
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 27, 2022 at 22:51]
Hi, it’s me! Do you remember me?
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 28, 2022 at 12:09]
It's so warm today, I'm outside without outerwear. I'm on the lookout for pills for mom, they've run out in Kyiv. I was holding on for quite a long, but it's getting harder. I constantly think about the hysteria that I had in Plakhtyanka when we went with you for the last time. I reproach myself that I didn’t give any attention to this when we went with you there to “hide”
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 28, 2022 at 21:56]
Toshik, I know that today it’s harder for you out there than it ever was.
I'm doing my best to get you out. Don't even think for a second that I gave up.
It hurts and it's difficult for me and I don’t know anything.
I really believe that everything will work out.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 28, 2022 at 21:59]
I’ve been waiting for spring to come, but it’s so shitty here!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 28, 2022 at 23:02]
I’m so waiting on the call or sms at least. Please!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 28, 2022 at 23:13]
I’m dreaming to receive a message here :
Olya, I’m out, I’m on my way.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 29, 2022 at 00:30]
Be strong, stronger than you can, stronger than you want! I'll take care of you, but right now I need you to hold on! I beg you - imagine that I am near, that I’m hugging you tightly!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 29, 2022 at 23:31]
Tosh, I have already compiled a list of 55 people who need to be taken out of there. I don't know what to do with it yet, but I thought that having information is better than not having it.
Perhaps I will find where I could use it, whom to transfer and who can get you out of there.
For almost three weeks I tried to find an option to take you out, and it didn’t work out. Maybe a massive cry for help will be more significant and noticeable. I believe it will happen soon. I’m stuffed with herring and onions)
I'm already afraid to meet you, there are a lot of questions, how will we get used to each other. I know we can handle it, but I'm so sorry this is the most fucking time of our lives we're not together.
You will have your own story of a hermit and I have my own one of hysterical despair. I dream of hearing your voice, your thoughts and being near to you! Love you
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 29, 2022 at 23:33]
I’m missing you so much, there’s nobody I could talk to frankly ;(
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 30, 2022 at 00:35]
Sweet dreams! Wish you to see me in them! ;)
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 30, 2022 at 23:52]
Today is a difficult day, but with some hope. It’s careful and dangerous, but at least there’s some hope!
I’m waiting for the “last seen 4.03.22” to change to the current date in this chat!
If you suddenly manage to get out tomorrow, it will be the best day of my life and I will never leave you! I want to look into your eyes, admire you and just be nearby.
I have this festive bottle of wine for you and a lot of other little joys. In solidarity with you, I have not shaved all this time) I will buy the razors for us tomorrow: *
Hugging you tightly! Please get out quickly! I love you.
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 31, 2022 at 00:03]
I want to be at home with you, and spend at least a week together not doing anything ;(
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 31, 2022 at 00:23]
I’m kissing your ears!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 31, 2022 at 12:26]
Hello!
My skin got so bad these days(there are bruisers under the eyes(
I hope you’ll accept me) I’m so waiting for you!
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 31, 2022 at 22:02]
Tosh! It’s raining today, I remembered how we sat with you in the Chkalova park in the rain, we couldn’t leave later)
Taxi, I am in complete shock with this woman who left, in shock with Valick as well. He continues to do nothing and cannot even ask her the route they were driving.
Most of all for all these days I am shocked by indifference and the level of distrust, at some point today I even started shaking(
There’s some crazy information that Oleg Donbas will probably have the internet tomorrow. I imagine you’re succeeding to upload all the news, 10000000 messages, and this chat too)
Have sweet dreams! And don’t get soaked tomorrow =*
Olga Malyshenko, [Mar 31, 2022 at 22:12]
I love you
Olga Malyshenko, [Apr 2, 2022 at 01:43]
I just checked what I’ve been writing you) fuck, there’s simply nothing there
My head wasn’t working properly all along this time, it’s just some mindflow on repeat
I’ll be telling everything you privately
Olga Malyshenko, [Apr 2, 2022 at 10:03]
Are you online
Антон Вознюк ❣️, [Apr 2, 2022 at 10:05]
Yep, I’ll be reading everything now!)
Антон Вознюк ❣️, [Apr 2, 2022 at 10:18]
Olya))
Антон Вознюк ❣️, [Apr 2, 2022 at 10:18]
I smell like Plakhtyanka too